Sunday 7 June 2015

Takanori Makes Revolution: Just You And Me (And 1000's More)

Chapter One: In Which One Japanese Man Celebrates Self-Expression, Acceptance and Individuality.











"Be yourself", he said. "There's only you and me here. No one cares what you look like. Have fun. Do what you like. Don't just do whatever everyone else is doing just because you don't want to stand out or to be singled out. It's embarrassing? Your kids are watching? Who cares! That doesn't have anything to do with it. It doesn't matter! Don't hold back! Go crazy!"

Yes. YES. YES YES YES.

It was funny to hear those words from the mouth of Nishikawa Takanori himself, with conformity and social order being such an important pillar of Japanese society. Yet someone had to say it. If this isn't how you feel, why should you feel forced to act that way? Just because everyone is doing it doesn't mean you should.

Though he did slightly make fun of our moves (the usual synchronized swimming routine which I have grown so accustomed to), it wasn't out of jest or bad intentions. But Nishikawa did have a point. We were all moving as one, doing the same thing - which wasn't all bad, of course. If we genuinely wanted to do it, there was nothing wrong with that and he was not going to judge us for it. On the other hand, if we were doing it just to blend in with the crowd, that wouldn't do at all. This is the first time I ever heard an artist bring up the issue of social pressure and conformism and be so upfront about it. Gotta hand it to him: he's got guts.

After Nishikawa pointed this out for us, I noticed some people around us start to loosen up, throwing themselves in every direction and headbanging themselves silly.

This was a good lesson and I hope no one will forget it. I wish for people to start being more aware of their unique existence and personal tastes, impressions, feelings and experiences. For them to forget about others from time to time. To remember that we are all different and that this is not a bad thing. Not at all.

But let's go back a little, shall we?

Starting a story with its final message might seem like a good idea, but it's only fair that I fill you in on the details.

3, 2, 1... Go!

Tonight was the best night of my life... again!

I know, I know. Every live that I go to, I can't help but compare it with the previous ones, claiming that it was by far much superior. It's not my fault if it always seems to get better! But after tonight, I have no doubts: what was probably my last live in Japan turned out to be the most memorable night ever.

Clearly encouraged by the crowd who never stopped moving and yelling out his name, Nishikawa never seemed to run out of energy. Between verses, since he had nothing better to do, he turned his back on the crowd and armed with a pair of drumsticks, threw himself at a smaller set of percussion that had been prepared in case he got bored. In the wake of his destruction, he threw the sticks in the air, as if to get rid of the weapons used to commit his crime. Whether it was on purpose or not, he also abused his mike and stand, and water bottles were flying everywhere he went.

The crowd was indeed on fire (though not literally). I am guilty myself of cheering for the man with a little too much enthusiasm. We were so loud that he had to tell us to be quiet from time to time because he couldn't place a word. XD But there were no ill intentions on his part. It was all in good spirit and mirth.

Nishikawa also had a ball over the venue's name. I would assume that he knew where he was, but all the same, he had to ask us what the place was called, and so we told him: Beisia Culture Hall. We then revealed to Takanori what he wanted to know. Where did the name come from? Some of you might be aware that Beisia is a major supermarket chain here in Gunma, which is what the building is named after. After pretending to mishear "suupaa" (think: "Scuba? Tuna?" kind of trolling XD) and making us repeat countless times, he finally seemed to get it, but he was not ready to move on. Thus he continued to poke fun at the ridiculous name, making the crowd double over with laughter.

I was surprised at how normal his outfit looked. Historically, he is known for fancying flashy clothes, feathers and glitter, but for this show, he wore a sleeveless (leather?) top and fitted trousers with a pair of brown knee-high boots. He kind of looked like a cute cowboy. Understandably, as the show progressed and the room temperature shot up, Takanori gripped at his shirt and tore it off.

Naturally, he only did that to regulate his body heat. Venturing to guess that the innocent singer had stripped down for his fans' viewing pleasure or simply to show off would be a blatant lie, not to mention a foul and unfair accusation. The passive onlookers also visibly did not enjoy the sight in the least and understood the mere practicality of the inevitable deed.

Who am I kidding. What a stud!

To see someone with a healthy weight and actual muscles, not the usual tiny little bag of bones, was a very nice change. He was by no means chubby (though he may be by Japanese standard), but rather buff in all his glistening muscular glory.

He looked strong and full of life. It was invigorating and refreshing.


Please allow me to present to you the setlist while I recover from this oh-so-vivid recollection.

SETLIST:

1. Double Deal
2. AMAKAZE -天風-
3. 突キ破レル-Time to SMASH !
4. Thread of fate
5. HEAVEN ONLY KNOWS ~Get the Power~
6. Summer Blizzard
7. Salvage
8. Dream Crusader
9. Phantom Pain
10. CRIMSON AIR
11. Count ZERO
12. crosswise
13. SWORD SUMMIT
14. UTAGE
15. Naked arms
16. The party must go on

ENCORE:

17. LEVEL 4
18. 蒼い霹靂
19. Preserved Roses
20. 革命デュアリズム

For the encore, Takanori came out wearing the (extremely expensive) sleeveless hoodie and shorts outfit from the vast array of attractive tour goods. One that I had eyed quite intently earlier on and was dying to buy for myself. For a short time, he sported them quite fabulously... only to take off his clothes again. XD

One thing that struck me was how friendly he was. One would think that someone of his standing - a respected veteran in the music industry and a familiar face in the entertainment world as well as a man loved by the public, young and old - someone like that might have let the fame get to his head. And yet I felt no restraint from him nor any kind of barrier between us. Only humility and kindness. He made us all feel like we were important, like we all mattered to him equally. He accepted his fans as they were and asked nothing in return, only that they be themselves, and accept and respect one another. How many artists actually take the time to lecture their fans about such things? I could name a few that I have seen rush through a number of songs in chain without uttering a single word to the crowd. Shyness or lack of time are no excuse.

It's an artist's responsibility. This coldness is what keeps me from going to see certain bands again. If I want to hear the full discography, I'll just do that in the comfort of my home. When I go to a concert, I expect a minimum of interaction.

Maybe I am blowing this out of proportion, but that is how I think.

In any case, Nishikawa did not disappoint.

He was telling us to forget about how people want us to be and to do what makes us happy. This may seem like the obvious course of action, but it is still painfully lacking in this country.

I have always admired T.M.Revolution, but I never quite knew what an awesome person he was. Now that I have seen him perform on stage, I must say that my respect has soared even higher. There is absolutely no end to his energy. Though I am ashamed to admit it, Nishikawa is almost twice my age, and yet he has 10 times more stamina than me. Tonight, he had perfect control over his voice which sounded exactly the same as it does on his albums, except it was easy to see that he was not pretending to sing. Two hours without so much as a false note or the shadow of a waver. Resonant, powerful vocals and enough drive to make the laziest person in the room bounce to and fro or clap their hands.

It didn't seem like he was able to stop moving around.

Nishikawa was acting like a little boy, unable to stand still.

When he wasn't simultaneously singing and dancing (in quite the lovely fashion I might add), he accompanied his band on the drums or on the guitar. He was in a constant state of elation and movement, jumping around on platforms and kicking his feet, throwing his head back to belt out the high notes and flipping his curls hither and thither as his body undulated and produced the most amazing hip rolls I have seen in my existence *cough*.

Honestly... What more could we have asked for?!

All in all, I would strongly recommend this grand little man and I really hope I will get the chance to see him perform again in the future. Here is an example of a true artist who is not in the business only for the money. I would gladly give him all of mine to have some time with him again. The tickets were a steal for the show he gave us was worth much more than what we paid. 

Keep rocking, man. May you keep inspiring people. ♥


Sunday 19 April 2015

Death Note Musical: The Killer Notebook Comes to Life



I have tried to recall and write down as many details as were still fresh in my mind, but please bear with me, as some information might be missing or inaccurate. The descriptions should be true to the series of events, but the order of said scenes might not be exactly right. Obviously, you can expect A LOT of spoilers from hereon. Don't read this article if you haven't seen the anime or read the manga and plan to. You have been warned.

Since he is the main protagonist, let's start by talking a little about Light. Not exactly sure why, but two different men impersonate Light, Kakizawa Hayato and Urai Kenji, and their presence depends on the date and time. The performance we attended had Kakizawa portraying Yagami Light. Initially, I thought that Urai was better looking but I have since changed my mind. And although Urai does resemble Light more, I think Kakizawa has more range and control over his voice. If I had to name one thing that bothered me a little about him, it would be that he was a little out of character, according to my perception of Light. In the original series, although Light has a kind and righteous personality (which he falls back into when he loses his memory), and an almost innocent, naive conception of justice, he is also consumed by the power he acquires and doesn't hesitate to get rid of anyone who stands in his way. Though he falters on occasion, he is usually confident (overly so) and will do anything to fulfill his ambition. But Kakizawa's Light is afraid of Ryuk when he meets him, even tries to give him back the Death Note. Overall, his demeanor and speech are not as proud and conceited as that of the Light we all know and love (to hate). As a result, there isn't such a noticeable difference between the Light before and after the Death Note, and I think that's kind of a shame. But if it's in the script, maybe he didn't have a choice.


Besides, it gets better as the story progresses.

His last stand is particularly impressive.

The musical opens with a forty-second countdown displayed on a large screen accompanied by the ticking of a clock. As most of you probably know, this represents the interval of time that follows the writing of a name and precedes the passing of the Death Note's victims. The cast soon begins to call out Kira's name in a single voice as the beat of the drums fills our ears like a bad omen. This haunting, powerful chant shows the alienation and loyalty of Kira's followers. Absolutely breathtaking. The stage is transformed with each change of scene as platforms rotate and panels come out of every direction. My favorite is probably the introduction of Light's bedroom, when a single structure glides in made of a lighting fixture, study desk and chair on which Light sits.

The next scene takes place at school in a classroom during a lecture. Soon Light along with some of the students begin to talk through a song about the meaning of justice, a conversation that soon turns into a fiery debate. The extras are dressed fashionably, move just right and hit the right notes without breaking into a sweat. Either before or after that, we find ourselves in the shinigami world, where Ryuk is complaining about the monotony of his life as a death god. In the play, his role is like that of a jester. Since he is played by a real person, he can only look so much like the real thing, but his dark clothes, complete with a long cape, and his spiky hair and smoky make-up are sufficiently convincing. It may seem at times like he overreacts, but we have to keep in mind that while in the anime, Ryuk flies around, moves through walls and twists his limbs in every way, the only way his comedian can portray that is by making exaggerated gestures and writhing on the floor. The man's facial expressions are appropriate and he snickers with just the right amount of evil. A convincing interpretation.

When Ryuk drops the note, we can see the shadow of the book on a screen as it falls and lands on the ground with a dull thud. Light picks up the book and flips through it, reading the rules and laughing at what he imagines is just a bad joke. Suddenly, on a different screen, we can see a news report about the criminal who will soon become Light's guinea pig. A nice touch: whenever Light writes down a name in the Death Note, we can see the letters on a large central panel. Just like in the series, the criminal dies and Light is shocked to find that the Death Note is real.

Meanwhile, the police are discussing recent events and trying to figure out the sudden outbreak of heart attacks. As my friend and I didn't understand everything that was said and sung, we might have missed it, but except for Soichiro Yagami, who was played by the same actor as in the live-action movies (Kaga Takeshi), and who stood out as Light's father and the chief of the police department, as well as Aizawa, who mentioned his wife and child, making his identity easy to assume, it was a little hard to say who was who. I am quite fond of Kaga as an actor, though his singing voice was peculiar compared with the others, who were all extremely talented. I can't say whether I liked or disliked it. It certainly had potential, but I felt like it had too much tremolo and sounded a little strained because of it. But it was still nice. What's more, Kaga is an actor before anything else, and he does a wonderful job at it. The brave and zealous policeman who struggles not to let his strong love for his son prevent him from doing his job is an important character who could never have been left out of the musical.

But I digress. Let's get back to the story.

L's name pops up in discussions, but he isn't introduced officially until late in the first part of the play. His voice is not altered like in the movie and anime, and instead of his signature gothic black letter on white, he is represented by the outline of his body on screen. When his actor walks on stage, even before the detective begins to investigate with the task force, he sits on the floor in his typical position with a mosaic of screens behind him. At the same time, a song comes on to accompany his introduction. Although somewhat different, it is a tune that sounds awfully similar to what we have all come to know as L's theme. The combination of all of these hints, little details so familiar, made my friend and I lose our cool, to say the least. What can I say: we love him.

Koike Teppei, who is actually a famous singer and actor, does a splendid job. In terms of acting, I don't think it could have been possible for any other human being to behave in a way that resembled the quirky detective more than he did. The way he walks and climbs on his chair before squatting down in his signature pose, the way he holds things up by the tip of his two fingers, the way he talks in that matter-of-factly impassive voice and the poker face he sports at all times, even when he says something witty and tinged with humor, is pure delight. Scrawny, almost spider-like, he is the two-dimensional character come-to-life. None of his gestures are lacking, misplaced or superfluous. Every sidelong glances, every tip of the head, every wriggle of his toes.



Everything is carefully calculated.

There is no mention of Watari and his character is absent from the play. Personally, I think we could have done without Sayu, but Watari is a key character whose presence would have been a great addition to the show without affecting the length of it (considering the restricted time). Such a shame they left him out.

The killings continue as Kira gains new disciples. After showing himself to Light in his bedroom, much like in the anime, Ryuk goes over the rules binding the user of the Death Note and his shinigami. The eye deal is mentioned, but Light refuses like we expect him to. He continues passing judgment, aspiring to be the god of a new world. Even when the police, aided by L's insightful analysis, begin to suspect that Kira is a student, something which he finds out by hacking his way into their database, Light never relents. He experiments with the Death Note, unknowingly giving them hints to work with. Thanks to L, the police reach new conclusions.

Comes at last the scene that we are all waiting for: the confrontation on TV. This was very well executed. The stage is divided in three, with Light's bedroom on one side, the television set in the back doing a live broadcast of Lind L. Taylor's speech and the investigation team on the other side. After L's stand-in falls dead on the floor, Light thinks that L is out of the picture, but his troubles are only starting. The real L makes himself known and reveals what he has fount out about Kira's identity and whereabouts.

Life goes on at the Yagamis, despite the father and son being involved in a dangerous manhunt. If anything, Light is getting good at judging criminals and refining his methods. Sayu expresses her disapproval in regards to Kira's methods and wishes that they were more like... oh the irony, her brother. She begins to sing about her wonderful sibling who is like a hero to her. No offence, but I did not feel like this was necessary. While she is somewhat important, considering that Light never stops caring for his family even when the Death Note transforms him into a monster, we did not need to hear it in the musical. So many scenes did not make the cut, and I have no idea why this one did. Give us Watari nao.

Something else that I thought was missing in the musical: L's thorough investigation of Light with the tapping and video surveillance of his bedroom, for one. Although it might have been mentioned in the talk segments or in one of the songs, nevertheless, I felt like it should have been given more stage time. Needless to say, the potato chip scene was not performed, o disappointment. The ridiculous was kept to a minimum and there was much emphasis on the tragic.

No handcuffs either. Sorry girls.

There was also no bus jacking incident. Though Naomi Misora never shows up (she may as well not even exist in that universe), Light meets with Raye Penber on the metro (train?) at Shinjuku Station (which is clearly identified by the familiar JR sign). But instead of hiding his face and instructing the FBI agent through a toy walkie-talkie, Light simply hands over the papers to Penber after introducing himself as Kira and ordering him to write the names of his coworkers. Somehow, I couldn't picture Penber surrendering to Kira that easily, no matter how much of a threat he might have appeared. Maybe I just missed the point.

Misa is introduced when Sayu takes Light to her concert somewhat against his will. The audience is treated to a mini J-Pop concert as the starlet bounces around in her colorful (and horribly mismatched) outfit, which includes her signature blonde pig tails, knee-high neon green stockings and a light pink hooded long-sleeved vest. Still, Misa's actress looks exactly like her. Her voice, too, bears an uncanny resemblance to that of the anime.

Props to her for doing such a great job.

Later, Misa is walking in the street at night when she encounters a stalker, whom she runs away from. This is when she finds her Death Note and meets Rem for the first time. Though there is a large debate on Rem's gender, I believe her being a female is quite obvious, and as such, the actor behind the shinigami is a woman. As opposed to Ryuk, Rem's outfit is immaculate and white. Ghostly yet beautiful, her face is extremely pale and her hair is tinged with light blue. She looks ethereal and absolutely gorgeous. I found the relationship between Misa and her to be one of the most fascinating and heart-warming of all. Though in the series, we are made to think that Rem is in love with Misa, in the musical, her affection is like that of a mother, as she continuously touches the blonde gently and keeps her in a protective embrace. Normally, I am not a fan of female characters, and Rem and Misa are no exception, but for some reason, I was touched by the chemistry between them. 

Now, don't get me started on Rem's voice... (Though I will still address the subject anyway.) Hers is by far the best out of every member of the cast, which is no small feat, since they are all very gifted. Needing no introduction, Megumi Hamada is one of the best female musical actresses in Japan and she is known for her versatile acting and singing, having landed lead roles in a plethora of musicals, including Wicked not too long ago. No wonder she gave such a solid performance. She is by no means a newbie.

As more and more criminals fall victim to the killing notebook, the task force and L start working more closely. Under suspicion that someone related to the police is responsible for the deaths, L (who is never referred to as Ryuzaki or any other name, for that matter) muses that there is a 5% chance that Soichiro Yagami's son is their man. He then announces that he will meet him on campus.

The curtains are drawn and the opening ceremony at Tokyo University begins. An elderly woman calls out Light and L's names (who goes by Ryuga Hideki) and the two of them walk to the stage where they are expected to give their speech. While the woman introduces them (or rather pretends to, by making gestures and moving her lips, as no word leaves her mouth), "Ryuga" tells Light what he knows about him and reveals his true identity. L then walks up to the microphone to give his speech, though we cannot hear him. Instead, we get a reaction from Light as he begins to sing his thoughts on the sudden confession. Soon, L returns while Light takes his place and the little game resumes. I thought this was brilliant. This scene made a strong impression on me.

While news of the Second Kira surface, Misa performs a love ballad about her god and wanting to meet him as soon as possible. Her message to Kira is revealed in the broadcast and she watches on as the task force does the same. In another corner of the stage, Sayu bursts into her brother's bedroom who is talking to Ryuk and almost dies of a heart attack at the intrusion (no pun intended) when she comes in without knocking. She asks him if he wants to accompany her to Misa-Misa's concert and he accepts unwillingly. Following this scene, L has a solo where (I think) he expresses his feelings towards his recent discoveries, like the existence of death gods, which he has no other choice but to acknowledge thanks to Misa.

Next, we find ourselves in Shibuya where they have reproduced the famous crossing on the screens and brought in a statue of Hachiko. Kira's supremacy is well established now and people in the street sing about his greatness. This was very well done. The pedestrians are looking at their cellphones and move backwards, changing direction every other step. Very cool choreography.

After her big announcement, Misa goes to Aoyama to meet Kira, having obtained the shinigami eyes. Rem does try to stop her, but nothing can make her change her mind. She quickly locates Light who is the only person whose lifespan she cannot see. However, what happens next differs greatly from the manga. I'm not too clear about it either. Before Misa can go home, satisfied with knowing Kira's name for now - a wise decision -, Light spots her when he overhears her reading his name above his head. After correcting her - it's not "Tsuki" (moon) but "Light", he asks her how she knows his name, and she answers that she can see it. It doesn't take more for the genius to figure out that she is the Second Kira and that she has the eyes. The two of them exchange notebooks and information, and meet each other's death gods. They decide to work together and Light establishes his conditions. Misa swears to do anything he says. Despite Rem's protests in her attempt to protect her, Ryuk tells her not to interfere. Rem's actions speak louder than words - her affection for the girl goes well beyond what feelings there may be between a human and a shinigami, but it is too late to go back. Before Rem's desperation, Ryuk chuckles in utter amusement.

At headquarters, L is convinced that Light is Kira and he tells Soichiro Yagami as such in harsh words (something like 息子はキラ。難しいですか?> "Your son is Kira. Is it difficult (to understand)?"). As nothing else could hit him harder than this, the police department chief conveys his feelings through a heartfelt song about his unchanging love for his offspring, whom he believes to be a good person, no matter what. This is so heartbreaking.

What follows is easily one of my favorite parts.

The importance of this scene may be underestimated. In truth, it is quite necessary, as it showcases the similarities between L and Light's personalities. It is a direct confrontation hidden under what appears to be just a friendly tennis match. As the two geniuses get ready to spar, bystanders gather around them. Two girls argue over which of the two is their type and a group of boys, alerted by the commotion, watch the champions' confrontation with admiration. L seizes his chance to make the first move, to which Light protests ("Never heard of warming up?), calling a "fifteen love" (which means the score is now 15-0). Though this is an actual tennis term, it sounds hilarious coming out of the quirky detective's mouth. XD

The match starts as L and Light begin to sing. This song is by far one of my favorite of all. It's aggressive and catchy, and grows in intensity as the tension between the rivals goes up. Each whack of the racket is integrated in the music's percussion, making the face-off all the more exciting. A circular platform on which L and Light are standing rotates as they play, showing one or the other depending on who has the lead vocals. Finally, their voices come together as one during the chorus as their admirers cheer for them. A simple exchange of a ball soon turns into a fierce battle of wits and pride, and it is very theatrically performed. Highly energizing.

After the game, of which Light was the victor, the two geniuses sit down to talk, exhausted and out of breath. L confesses to Light that he is the first friend he has ever had, to which humorously Ryuk comments "Ah, youth!". Light retorts that although they are friends, L still suspects him of being a murderer. He asks the detective if he looks like a criminal to him, something that the older man confirms. Misa chooses that moment to make her appearance. "This is your chance!" Ryuk informs the young man who is well aware of that fact. The timing is perfect. After Misa introduces herself to L, who gives her his pseudonym, the model is confused to find that it differs from the one she can see with her shinigami eyes. Having recognized the celebrity, L, who is a big fan of hers, expresses his envy to Light for going out with her. When the pop singer is spotted by fans, she is forced to leave. But no matter. If only Light could have some alone time with Misa, she could tell him the name that was floating over the panda-eyed investigator's head and that he is dying to find out, and Light would win at last.

And so he sings his victory, convinced that his moment of glory has come, but as we know, Light's attempt to contact Misa through her cellphone meets a dead-end as the device was "dropped" in the commotion. (Though we all know that L took it from her, the performance was exempt of any form of butt-touching.) In any case, L picks up Misa's phone, a moment we had all been waiting for, which leads to much hilarity on our part. He informs Light that Misa has been apprehended on suspicion of being the second Kira.

Now detained by the world-renowned detective, bound and blindfolded, Misa expresses her desperation through another song. She is determined not to say a word about what she knows, but seeing no way out of this, she claims that she would rather die than take this any longer. Throughout the song, she is interrogated by L and she vehemently denies his accusations and defends Kira's ways. Finally, after begging Rem to kill her, she gives up ownership of the Death Note and loses her memories. Fuka truly shines in this heartfelt performance. Whether you like Misa or cannot stand her little crazy blonde head, it's impossible not to be touched by her loyalty and resolve. As if this wasn't enough, the melody is beautiful and the singer's delivery authentic and poignant. During the bridge, it seemed like she would not be able to finish the song as her voice broke and quivered weakly. Mind-blowing.

This is followed by another gorgeous performance by Ms. Hamada who, kneeling by Misa's side, takes her bare foot in her hands and cradles it gently. This is yet another proof of the shinigami's strong affection for the girl. Again, no one tries to explain or justify the female death god's actions. The nature of her feelings is not questioned. There is no need to label her love, whether it be romantic, motherly or platonic. It just is, and there is no need for excuses. As I said before, again, I was deeply touched by their strong connection. A job well done.

True to himself, Light manages to convince Rem to write L's name in her Death Note, against Ryuk's opinion that she should not do as he says. She is, after all, a death god, and there is no reason why she should follow a human's orders.

It was difficult for me to understand the end.

L and Light are convinced that the time has come to settle this. Both parties seem to think that they have won. Which isn't that far from the truth. In fact, there is no doubt in L's mind that Light is Kira, but the god-to-be knows that his rival's end is near. One last time, they face each other, refusing to yield or back down. But instead of denying L's accusations, Light admits what he has suspected all along. What's more, he tells him how he did it, and to what end. "You can't win. Actually, there was another shinigami. That shinigami had a Death Note and she wrote your name in it. You're finished. Checkmate." These lines are sung by Light who, despite being certain of his victory, sounds like he is on the verge of tears. My heart did a few backflips at this, but it soon became obvious that if he was simply distraught, and very much insane.

Now that's the Light we all know and love!

Brandishing a pistol, L aims for his alter ego, who falls victim to his bullet… Or so we think. And yet, despite being shot, Light gets back up on his feet. Maybe this was supposed to be taken as a metaphor and not literally (like it did not really happen), but I was very confused by this part. It seems like I wasn't the only one, because Ryuk did not seem to get it either. Did L miss on purpose? Had Light already reached a godly state where physical wounds did not affect him anymore? That seems unlikely. Nevertheless, he was not killed on the spot. Unfortunately, Light's explanations after that were beyond my understanding... but he seemed far gone at that point. As we all know, sanity is not his forte.

In any case, the two of them continue their conversation, and this time, when L points his gun at Light, the other man takes his hand and turns it around before pulling the trigger and claiming his sworn enemy’s life. For reasons unknown, L does not fall right away. Frozen, still he stands, until Light nudges him on the shoulder and he collapses in a heap of limbs. It is done. They’re all gone.

All of those who stood in the way of justice.

All of those who dared oppose a god.

Only Light remains to make this world right.

He tells Ryuk as much, that it’s just the two of them now. Just like old times. And he laughs, because it’s just so funny. Ryuk chuckles a bit, and it seems now like nothing can go wrong. But Ryuk has not had his last word. Though Light thinks he has achieved his goal, Ryuk has other plans for him. He says that it’s not fun anymore. That Light’s game has gotten boring.

Remember what I said, Light? That in the end, you could neither go to Heaven nor Hell, and that I would be the one to write your name in my Death Note. That in death, only darkness awaited you, a great void… an abyss for eternity.

Kira will never reign over his "new world". Ryuk makes sure of that.

When he understands what is happening to him, Light does not want to accept his fate. He tells Ryuk to stop, stop, STOP! and tries to take the notebook away from him, though it is already too late. There is no going back. It's over. In a frenzy, the damned protagonist begins to trash on the floor as he tries to escape his demise, screaming at the top of his lungs that he is Kira, the god of this world. His voice becomes shrill as his panic escalates. Soon his cries become howls of pain and terror. "I don't want to die", he laments as his body continues to jerk and twist in his agony. After forty painful seconds, his voice suddenly vanishes into thin air and Light Yagami crumples on the floor, lifeless.

He's dead. He's gone.

I would like to apologize for questioning (if only a tiny little bit) the skills of Light's actor. This scene was so genuine, scarily accurate and resembled that of the anime greatly. It kept me sitting on the edge of my chair and holding my breath for as long as it lasted. I think my heart might have stopped beating. And yet, as explosive as the performance was, it never looked fake or overplayed.

Someone give this man an oscar.

After Light falls into nothingness, Ryuk says a few words and leaves, making room for the complete cast, who return to the stage to sing a requiem for the Great Kira who is no more. This last piece is haunting and stays with you a while after the play is over.

Here is a promotional video of the musical:



And rehearsal:




And highlights:


Needless to say, I was unable to function properly for the rest of the day, and now, a week later, I still haven't completely recovered and suspect I may never. Only now do I fully realize just how much my life was changed by this anime. I am so thankful for it.

And so I think...

No matter how much I hate him for being responsible for L's death, I have always found Light's death hard to stomach. As far as I am concerned, to claim that he did not completely deserve this would be a blatant lie, and yet, though I think pity would be wasted on him, I can't help but think of what a great man he could have become. By no means does this excuse the countless murders he caused, of course. My beliefs do not lead me to think that he should be forgiven for his crimes. It is true that power can change a person and most of us are not above its influence, and yet...

This makes me wonder, despite how good of a person he seemed prior to finding the Death Note, if there wasn't something terribly wrong with Light from the beginning. There are so many interesting theories out there and one of the main reasons why I love this series so much is its depth and symbolism, the intricacy of its plot and the complexity of the questions it raises. 

Death Note is a brilliant series that everyone should explore at least once in their life. As for me, this was not the first time, and will definitely not be the last. I will never forget this day.

Would see again and again and again.

Sunday 5 April 2015

In the Times of the Stealthy and the Brave (A.K.A. The Geeky Trip)

Ninja Mura: The so-called ninja village is in Koka, Shiga Prefecture. It's kind of hard to access unless you can drive there or manage to catch a bus there, but as for me, I had to walk. And to be honest, it wasn't really worth the effort. Far from the station, quite small, muddy and not walking friendly. There really isn't much to do there and it's not very oriented towards foreign tourism as everything is in Japanese. I don't really recommend it unless you have children who will enjoy running around playing ninja. The place is fairly small and built on a mountainous area. The day I went, the ground was muddy and gross, so walking was very unpleasant.


When I walked in, two buses full of little children had just arrived, and considering the limited size of the site, I couldn't really try any of the attractions. It's nice if you have kids because there are a few games they can play, like shuriken throwing, rock climbing and the crossing of a lake on "mizukaki" (mud sandals). It's possible to rent a ninja costume (but it's quite pricey, around 2000 yen). Fortunately, you get 1000 yen back when you return the costume, but unless you stay for a long time, it's not really worth it. Also, I had no idea how to put it on and although I asked really nicely, the lady didn't seem very eager to help me... I felt a little uncomfortable after that. :( To be honest, I thought this place was a waste of my time and money. Hell, the way there was more interesting than the time spent inside...! But maybe it's just me!



Iga Ryu Museum (Mie Prefecture): Now, if the Ninja Village was disappointing for me, the Ninja Museum greatly exceeded my expectations (which were at their lowest, to tell the truth)! From Igaueno Station to Uenoshi, you get to ride on an awesome ninja train: painted in blue with sharp eyes drawn across. The driver was the friendliest, most laid-back, friendliest and warmest I have ever met. There were still about 20 minutes to go before the train's departure. The driver was on the platform, having nothing else to do. As soon as I approached the flashy yet tiny machine, he struck a conversation when he noticed my interest and offered to take pictures for me. Despite not being very tech savvy, he spent the next few minutes desperately trying to snap a shot, without much success. He was friendly, pleasant and polite. What a great guy! He offered the same thing to other tourists that arrived after me. When I stepped inside the car, I was overjoyed at the sight of the various shapes of ninja around the doors and the dolls stealthily hiding on the baggage shelves. This was all I needed to erase the day's previous series of mishaps and let-downs. I walked around a bit before I succeeded in locating the museum site which happens to be a park. Once I got there, I was relieved to find that my day wasn't going to end as badly as it had started.



Uenoshi Station also had its fair share of ninja decorations. The Ninja Museum, as well as the ninja trick house, ninja shows and shops are among other attractions that the entrance fee gave me access to. The ninja house is a nifty little building that is riddled with traps and hiding places. It was built to protect the owner against potential invasions, robberies and attacks. The staff demonstrated its various secrets and gave clear explanations. The museum, too, was fascinating. It contained a large number of ancient ninja equipment, clothing and weapons. All the explanations had an English translation (and quite good, I must say), so I could learn a lot about techniques and strategies of the stealth artists.




I was lucky to catch the ninja show right on time by coincidence. When I spotted the long waiting queue, I inquired to the staff about what was going on in there, and they told me all about it, and invited me to go in. Because I was alone, and despite my protests, they made me get in right away without having to wait in line.




Recording was prohibited, but thankfully, taking pictures was allowed, even encouraged. The performers were quite few (they numbered three or four at most), but extremely talented and experienced pros. The battle sequences were realistic and explosive (literally). I especially liked how they added a touch of humor to the stunts (like pretending to throw their shuriken at the crowd by accident, which caused a few screams of terror, followed by uncontrollable laughter). Fun times.

The museum is located in a park which has a few other facilities, including a shrine and a really nice castle. As short as was my stay in Iga-shi, I loved the atmosphere!





I would go all the way to see this place again.


Kyoto Toei Studio Park: This is a set where many period dramas and movies were and still are recorded. A few years ago, it was made into a theme park and opened to the public. There, you may walk the streets of ancient Japan as if you were in one of its epic stories. There is so much to do there! Sometimes, some areas are off-limit during shootings, but there is much to see.



Entrance is 2000 yen for adults, a reasonable price considering how awesome this place is. What's more, people who come dressed in kimonos get a 50% discount. There is a mini-anime museum that is free of charge, and also shows and energetic performances of old folk tales by talented actors. At any moment, while you are walking the streets of the studio, you may encounter actors who, all dressed-up, make the experience all the more realistic. I met a geisha and a samurai who were both very sweet and visibly delighted to strike a pose for me. Also, at one point, I spotted a ninja perched on a rope up high doing his thing. XD

And that, my friends, was priceless!



It's possible to rent costumes and get a complete geisha or samurai makeover. The price is well over 10,000 yen so I passed, having had chances to wear kimonos in the past. But if you choose to make this exciting investment, you can have your picture taken and walk around the set in your awesome getup.

There are a lot of souvenir shops, too, obviously, including Shinobiya, one of my personal favorites!
Everyone needs to go there at least once.
Obakusan Manpukuji (Uji, Kyoto): This Buddhist temple is unique in that it was built by a Chinese monk, which is reflected in the architecture. Upon my arrival, I was shocked at how desert and quiet the place was. As I wandered, camera in hand, I actually thought I had made a mistake and had trespassed on a private property (although many temples used to be someone's residence, so it kind of makes sense). When I finally got to ticket booth, I saw a group of tourists and it dawned on me that I was at the right place. I spent a much longer time there than I had planned. The site is gigantic. There are so many buildings erected on a piece of land that stretches out forever. This was a nice break from civilisation, as everything was so serene and beautiful.

I wandered around for a long time.
Pulling me out of my contemplations was the sound of a gong being struck. Hesitatingly, I made my way towards the main building, where I found a few monks reciting prayers and chants in a single, powerful and entrancing voice. I stayed for a while and then took my leave quietly after bowing one last time.
I like temples and shrines, but considering their number, I usually try to visit the ones that strike me as being out of the ordinary.



This one definitely qualifies as unusual.
Again, highly recommended!

Byodoin: 
The dawn was drawing near and I almost did not make it to this place. Unfortunately, not only had the weather been sunny all day, but the sun was about to set, which is never good news as far as iPhone photo taking is concerned. For that reason, the quality of the pictures was affected, but I managed to take some decent ones. Sakura were in full bloom so walking to the temple was a feast for the eyes. This is a very nice area which has a number of temples, shrines and other such notable places.

I wanted to linger a bit more, but time was flying.

Byodoin is a Buddhist temple which is most famous for its main building, the Phoenix Hall. Dating back to the 1000's, it is the only original building which remains. I wasn't able to go in as it was too late, but the outside is impressive enough as it is. The view from accross the pond is scenic. I did not know about this place and just happened to go there because I had no other plan.
But in the end, I was really glad I did.

Did you know? This temple is actually featured on the 10-yen coin! It is also yet another of Japan's UNESCO World Heritage Sites.

Not too shabby, huh.
All in all, I had a really nice vacation.

Before I left, however, I stopped in Nagoya and decided to try one of its breakfast restaurants and cafes, something the city is famous for. All things considered, like distance, opening hours and menu, I decided on a small place called Early Birds.

If you have the chance, please give it a try!

The most unique breakfast I have ever had...! Tomato-Bacon egg biscuit sandwich in white gravy sauce with veggies on the side. SO YUMMY! Check out "Early Birds" in Nagoya if you're "in town"!

Until the next trip...!

Tickets To Nowhere, Last Stop: Fukuoka!

I am not satisfied with this post, but I don't think I ever will be. >__< On top of that, I've been procrastinating so much, more than three months have already passed since the events. O__O

So here is the story as my foggy brain remembers it.

Last December, I traveled all the way to Osaka over a single weekend, so that I could catch one of JYJ's concerts after a long absence on their part. For Christmas, I even got out of Honshu for the first time since I came to Japan. This very trip would take me to Fukuoka in Kyushu. As for the second of the two shows, things did not go as planned and almost took a turn for the worst, but luckily, all was good and well in the end. Here is what happened.

I originally made my friend swear to keep mum about my blunder, but here I am, telling the world about it. It's just too funny to keep as a secret! Basically, what happened is that when I planned our holiday together, I looked up the itinerary from Osaka Station to Fukuoka Station. Well, it so happens that the said station, while it exists, is not located in Fukuoka Prefecture (as logic would have it), but rather in Toyama Prefecture. Has anyone reading this ever looked at a map of Japan? Because not only is that in the wrong direction, it's also miles away from where we were ACTUALLY supposed to go. In other words, we were in deep trouble.




Oh hell no.

When I noticed that there was only a short time left to our trip and that we were nowhere near our goal, not to mention that we had started heading east again, my heart skipped a few beats. My body started shaking violently and didn't stop for a very long time. This realization came to me just as the doors of our train were closing, after yet another one of our countless transfers. Suddenly, I couldn't think anymore, and barely breathe. It couldn't be... Surely I had to be mistaken...! But this was all very much real. I honestly didn't know what to do. What was done was done... In any case, we had to get off the train, so we did at once. The station we stopped at, I believe, was called Imajo Station. Looking around at the endless expanse of snow, I was reminded of the town I currently live in. This was by no means an indication that we were getting closer to civilization. Where in those towering mountains was our dome hiding?! We headed towards the exit and what met our eyes was a single, old-fashioned heater around which were gathered a few elderly persons, huddled in front of a small TV.

In broken Japanese, I tried to explain our unfortunate situation to the lady in the ticket booth, and asked whether we could use the glorious electric outlets I had spotted across the room (I've developed something of a 6th sense when it comes to these, since my number one problem is always their presence, or lack thereof). She seemed to understand and sympathize with our desperate situation for she kindly accepted. We must have looked truly pitiful... Besides, let's face it, she might not have been allowed to let us use them, as is usually the case wherever we go, but she said that no one was there to tell us otherwise, almost like it would be our little secret. I ended up using two of them, and I felt a little bad, so I bought anko (red bean paste) donuts and started offering some to everyone. XD (They were delicious, by the way!)



We were able to look up the only possible route that lay before us. Whether we decided to attempt it was up to us, but our chances were close to none, as we only had a few hours to go and a lot of distance to cover. And yet a JYJ concert was on the line, on Christmas Eve no less, one that might be their last in a long time, and definitely our only chance to see them together.

This is the course we decided to take:

Local train to Tsuruga from which we had just transferred, Thunderbird back to Kyoto and Shinkansen all the way to Hakata Station, which should have been our destination in the first place.

This would surely be a close call, because we hadn't bought our Shinkansen tickets yet. Essentially, we were betting it all on the slim chance that seats on the next train would not be completely sold out. Long shot indeed, considering that this was the day before Christmas. In any case, we were terribly lucky. When we got to Kyoto, though we had not reserved seats (which would have cost us double), we were able to sit for the whole ride. We arrived in Fukuoka less than an hour before the concert was scheduled to start, grabbed a locker in a hurry, took a taxi to the venue and slipped in like ninjas 10 minutes before the show. 



This was definitely the work of the (five) gods!

From that point on, things just got better and better.

We had excellent seats, but it turned out that we had made a mistake when we sat down. That became obvious when a few women approached us with their tickets and we realized that we had taken their places. But lo and behold! we had to go down a few extra rows to get to our spot, and it was possibly the best one we could have wished for. We settled down in the FIRST block, at the very center, just a few rows away from the FLOOR! Jackpot!





I had been to JYJ's Osaka Dome live, the week before, so it wasn't my first time, but boy does going with someone make a difference! Being closer to the stage helps as well, of course, and that isn't necessarily easily to achieve in one of the Domes. The girls around us were also rather pumped. Absolute recipe for epic fun!

My memories are hazy and overlap slightly, especially since, after such a long time, it's difficult to differentiate between the two lives. There might be inaccurate information onward, and so I apologize in advance. In any case, I believe the setlist was as follows (thank you Internet my love for filling the holes in my tiny brain):

1. Empty (What better, more powerful way to begin the concert than with an established classic?)
2. Babo Boy
3. Ayyy Girl (I hadn't heard this track in forever! To be honest, I had actually started to forget about it... O_O)
4. Let Me See (Oh my god sun. Stunningly gorgeous performance.)
5. In Heaven (Beyond my expectations. Unbelievably beautiful. This song always gets to me. It has a special place in my heart.)
6. JJ Solo: Keshou (Fukuoka), Konayuki (Osaka)
7. JS Solo: Sora to Kimi no Aida ni (Between the Sky and You)
8. YC Solo: Saiai (Greatest Love)
9. JJ Solo: Butterfly (Another great performance by everyone's favorite little rocker boy. <3 Bad Boy Jae-Jae kicks major butt!)
10. JJ Solo: Ultrasoul (I will never get sick of Jaejoong's rendition of that song. And in very much the same way, he doesn't seem tired of covering it. XD U-RU-TO-RA-SOORU... HEY!)
11. YC Solo: I Love You (Good performance, and a little bit of nostalgia since this is kind of an old song.)
12. YC Solo: Thirty (I was positively impressed by this one. As always, Yoochun's rapping was top-notch. Actually, I much preferred this song over the previous, which never really does justice to his voice, in my opinion.)
13. JS Solo: Story (Gorgeous song. I later recognized it as the song that plays at the end of Big Hero 6 (Baymax) XD I legit freaked out when the credits started rolling. No wonder it sounded so familiar!)
14. JS Solo: Incredible (I went to Junsu's Incredible concert in Yokohama in 2013, so I had heard this song performed live before, but I'll reiterate what I had said then, for good measure: yay or nay, whether you like it or not, Incredible is catchy and addictive. It quickly grows on you and raises what the Japanese like to call the "tension", lifts the atmosphere and gives everyone the irresistible urge to dance along. Almost did not hear Junsu "put his swag on".)
15. So So
16. Chajatta (Found You: This was remixed but it's a personal favorite. I was ecstatic when it came on.)
17. Lion Heart (Oh, how I remembered this song, from an old TV appearance. Good old times, and painful memories.)
18. Be My Girl (Too bad Mission was only featured during the dance break as BGM. What a shame!)
19. Back Shit Seat (I'm not a fan of the video (Don't kill me!), and the song is not their best, but it sounded pretty good live. The excellent vocals make it sound emotional and powerful despite some of the lines being somewhat lacking in quality. "Put you on my back seat" is not the most romantic thing a man can say to a girl, boys... SIT IN THE BACK, WOMAN! XD I kid, I kid... Seriously, though, we had a really good time.)
20. Be The One (This got us all hyped! What a catchy tune...)
21. Valentine (Junsu completely stole the show during this song...)
22. Wake Me Tonight (Love the new single. Cool outfits and smooth moves! No wonder it did well in the rankings!)
23. Get Out (Encore) (The boys would not have gotten away easily if they had forgotten this one! Another classic!)
24. Nine (Apparently, they hadn't sung this song in a concert for a long time. It was really beautiful, as expected. But I'll admit it stirs extremely painful feelings in me every time I hear it.)
25. Begin (Encore) (Another stab in the feels. Well, they could have chosen a sadder TVXQ song, which would have hit harder, but it was still hard to take this blow. I got a little teary. T_T)

Here are some fancams (not mine - credits in the videos):

So So: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2z4HPFB6LY
Thanks To: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xj-1B8UgDgg
Chajatta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8soPccCRygk
Lion Heart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NwdhmB2FeIw
(Omg the dancing is so awkward in this one can't stop laughing XD)
Ultra Soul: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTMM9edTRFE
Nine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smetY8CT0Rw
In Heaven: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WxrUjyWWhyE
Let Me See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJuEPpDKCLs
Wake Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1XaMhABGY4
Valentine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GT_xd5gsYuQ

No concert would be complete without the boys goofing around a little, so here you go, have some free lols.

In the Osaka live, Junsu and Jaejoong spoiled us with some oyaji gags and aegyo, but Yoochun didn't do a very good job in that aspect. Also, at some point, Jaejoong opened his big mouth once more and let the world know how much of a big pervert he is. During one of the ments, he said something about having warm/hot feelings of excitement while being alone (maybe he meant that he wished we would keep cheering for them even when we're apart, and hoped that we would not get lonely waiting - well, it's my interpretation), but Yoochun picked up on that and didn't let him get away that easily. Oh, he seized his chance, alright.

Yoochun asked: "What do you mean, feeling hot when you're alone?" When Jaejoong realized the way he had worded his thoughts and what this could imply, he tried to make excuses and got all flustered, claiming that, he was a man too, dammit! This dragged on for an eternity. Everyone made so much fun of him. >:D Then I think he said that it was fine to talk about this because we're family, but then Junsu protested that it was NOT OKAY exactly BECAUSE we're family... They had such a hard time moving on after that (it was before Wake Me Tonight). As punishment, YooSu left it up to Jaejoong to introduce the new single, but he couldn't keep his serious, and they just kept throwing the ball at each other. Oh, and of course, Yoochun had to ask Jaejoong if he was S, and Jaejoong sheepishly admitted to being more M... I thought he had said otherwise in his solo concert? Who knows, he might have switched sides since. That or he's quite versatile.

In the Fukuoka live, there was a long talk segment about some chocolate Jaejoong had recently been eating. I couldn't understand everything, but everyone's reactions were a clear indication that there was something really wrong about this, and potentially dirty. I think the shape of the chocolate might have been of questionable nature, in any case. Jaejoong just never seems to run out of ways to embarrass himself. (Edit: I ran a quick search and apparently the chocolates were boob-shaped and given by fans. XD Upon being asked if he licked or bit the chocolate, Jaejoong responded with the former. I just don't I can't what. The hell did I just hear.)



We were really lucky to be spending Christmas with the boys. As a Christmas present, they had prepared a little surprise for us. At a certain point, they came out on stage wearing jolly costumes to put us in the holiday spirit. XD As the eldest, and because he's a bully, Jaejoong got to be a sexy version of Satan Santa Claus with a plunging neck line, though he had to wear a bag of presents as a hat, which looked absolutely ridiculous. XD As for Junsu, he was dressed as a snowman, a getup that tragically obstructed the nice rear view for us. But the most unfortunate of the three was probably Yoochun, who had come to the party wearing a CHRISTMAS TREE that really looked like a dress, no less, stockings included. He looked absolutely miserable. Chunface was not amused.

Poor sweetie.

What a blow to his pride this must have been.

Just how ridiculous do they look?! (Photos not mine.)





What is worth mentioning that would be something new? What else can I say about their voices other than that they were fantastic? Of course, we all knew that. No one's surprised. Well, I am, a little. Even now, even today, despite all I have seen and heard, the boys always amaze me, pushing past their limits and bringing their skills to higher peaks. It just doesn't make any sense at all, defies all logic, but they make it happen. It makes you wonder if there can be an end to their evolution. One thing is for sure: that time doesn't seem to be near and I hope the day never comes. As Jaejoong mentioned: "It's not the end, but a new beginning." And yet, it might be a long time before we get to see them on stage again. This is a very sad thought to have. It's going to be lonely without them...

As previously mentioned, the members sang small parts of TVXQ songs acappella, including Thanks To (also Stand By U & Doushite), one of my top favorite songs, and one that makes me extremely emotional. There was a long talk segment where JYJ talked about the past (I think?) and everyone suddenly started sniffling around us. The prospect of a future without JYJ and an impending goodbye (I prefer "see you later"), as their military enlistment fast approaches, kind of killed the mood and shattered our hearts to pieces. Seeing how it was Christmas, I sort of wished they had not ventured in that avenue, wished we could have kept laughing as if there was nothing wrong, but I guess it could not be avoided, not forever. Actually, this was the only time to talk about it.

There was no getting around this.

Two years... What are we going to do during that time?

An eternity.

God, I hate goodbyes.

JYJ, you babo. Stupid stupid stupid. Please don't cry.

We will wait for you. We will never leave. Don't you dare worry about this one fucking second.

Cassiopeia's love for you is endless.

Thank you, boys, for this memorable night. Our futures are so uncertain, so I'm glad I had this chance to see you. What will become of us? Who knows. There is, however, one thing that I know for sure. I will remember this day for the rest of my life.

And... I know someone who will most definitely never forget.



Look at that face. Look at ittttttttt.

The end.